263. March 22nd….from well-done back to rare…alchemy within ourself…….

“Welcome Home” 2010

“…human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them, but…life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves.” – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

a heart is a strange thing….it can be blackened from years of hatred and abuse or it can be pink and clean…vibrant….open for the beautiful things that will come to it….sometimes over the course of our lives we can see what damaged us…..made us think that there was nothing really worthwhile waiting on the other side of the curtain for us….but much like an accident…that you are the unwilling participant….yet involved…you have had nothing to do with the cause….it just happened…without….consulting you…without your knowing…. why people do these things is one of those questions that in many cases has no answer or  the answer stays hidden and should….the answer will never make the pain worth it….and will not solve the riddle…..

in all of that there lies a solution….a goal…for that….pink…clean heart thinking…. the answer is a  process of learning love….and what that is all about….loving who you are for what you are….realizing there are people who love you and will do anything for you at anytime….these are the parts of the heart that allow us to re-invent….re-define…re-birth ourselves…..create the greatness we have in us…from the ashes and blackness of the worst….yet the choice is ours and ours alone…

I lived many years of my life in the….darkness….without knowing there was another side….just a few steps away….through a variety of  processes…..I worked on becoming a very different person….I am no more the person I was 3 months ago….further away from the person I was 6 months ago…and not remotely close to the who I was a year ago….it has taken time….introspection…a great deal of very hard work and consciously taking the darkness from my life….because as the blackness leaves….many good things takes its place….I ‘ve learned possibility really does exist…forgiveness is powerful….family is very important…we can choose to do many things on our own….but most of them are better done with someone else….and love…well it seems to be the answer to all of the questions I ever have had in my life….and it works……

some of us are survivors…and to survive against the odds is a wonderful testimony of one’s durability and strength….knowing that you got this far with what you have….says so much…about you….and what you are capable of….the rest of it is kind of like…..whipped cream……

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